Im actually way happier and less stressed without you. This is probably the best I’ve ever felt. I’m pursuing what I want too. I’m getting things ready for whatever comes along in my life. To think I once loved you. Sadly, a part of me still does, but we both know it’s time to move on. You lost me. I lost you. Maybe one day we will find each other again, but we can’t be anything more than friends. Im standing by that. I don’t need you pulling me down or trying to change who I am and who I will grow into. If you couldn’t love me for who I am then we were never meant for each other. Which, in the end might be good. So right now, I don’t need you anymore and I’m glad we aren’t in each others lives, at least for now. Until we get ourselves together. Because right now, I’m happy and I’ve never been happier. My mind is at peace with myself.
Maybe one dat we’ll end up circling back to each other. But who knows, lifes full of surprises.